I just turned 40 and my GYN gave me the "slip" - it was time for a mamogram. I joked ithat t was the best birthday present ever. Little did I know he began the process of saving my life. I will NEVER forget those words. My world was crashing down around me, I asked "are you sure?" We all know the answer to that question. I had an incredible support team. I work for doctors. My boss picked my team. I am forever grateful. It was a VERY difficult time. I had to watch my dad take me to my treatments. I could see the pain in his face. He acted like he was okay because he knew I wasn't. I fought for my life because I loved everyone around me and could not face leaving them. On March 24, 2009 I was 5 years cancer free. I am forever grateful and thankful. I thank God every day for life and my "team (doctors and family/friends/loved ones)." Don't be scared. It will be okay. It's not easy but it is so worth it. I often wish I could talk to people who are facing this diagnosis. I had doctors to talk to but no one who went through this. I think it helps to ask questions and have answers from REAL experiences. Books can only go so far with answers. To everyone out there who is recently diagnosed or a survivor...I think about you every day. We are all sisters for life. To those who did not survive, I also think about you and your loved ones. Be strong.
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